Unlike the preceding ones, these exercises do not begin with the idea for the day. In these practice periods, begin with noting the thoughts that are crossing your mind for about a minute. Then apply the idea to them. If you are already aware of unhappy thoughts use them as subjects for the idea. Do not, however, select only the thoughts you think are bad. You will find, if you train yourself to look at your thoughts, that they represent such a mixture that, in a sense, none of them can be called good or bad. This is why they do not mean anything.
In selecting the subjects for the application of today's idea, the usual specificity is required. Do not be afraid to use good thoughts as well as bad. None of them represents your real thoughts, which are being covered up by them. The good ones of which you are aware are but shadows of what lies beyond, and shadows make sight difficult. The bad ones are blocks to sight, and make seeing impossible. You do not want either.
This is a major exercise, and will be repeated from time to time in somewhat different form. The aim here is to train you in the first steps toward the goal of separating the meaningless from the meaningful. It is a first attempt in the long-range purpose of learning to see the meaningless as outside you, and the meaningful within. It is also the beginning of training your mind to recognize what is the same and what is different. In using your thoughts for application of the idea for today, identify each thought by the central figure or event it contains; for example:
This thought about _ does not mean anything.
It is like the things I see in this room [or wherever you are].
You can also use the idea for a particular thought which you recognize as harmful. This practice is useful, but is not a substitute for the more random procedures to be followed for the exercises. Do not, however, examine your mind for more than a minute or so. You are too inexperienced as yet to avoid a tendency to become pointlessly preoccupied. Further, since these exercises are the first of their kind, you may find the suspension of judgement in connection with thoughts particularly difficult. Do not repeat these exercises more than three or four times during the day. We will return to them later.
Watching your thoughts like passing clouds, this lesson marks an important turning point. Until now, you’ve been looking outward at the world: objects, rooms, streets. Now, the Course invites you to turn your gaze inward, toward the thoughts that constantly dance through your mind. It’s a bit like finally deciding to look at the projector instead of the screen. Lesson 4 tells you that these thoughts, both the 'good' and the 'bad', mean nothing, because they are not your real thoughts.
The exercise is simple but profound. You begin by noting the thoughts that pass through your mind for about a minute. Then you apply the idea to each thought: 'This thought about ___ means nothing. It is like the things I see in this room.' You don’t just pick the 'bad' thoughts. The good thoughts are also shadows that obscure vision; the bad ones completely block it. You want neither, because neither represents your real thoughts.
This lesson is the first to directly address the mind, after three lessons focused on the external world. The progression is beautiful: first, objects mean nothing (Lesson 1); then, you gave them their meaning (Lesson 2); then, you understand nothing (Lesson 3); and now, your conscious thoughts are no more real. It’s as if the Course is stripping away layer after layer. Lesson 5 will apply this same logic to your upsets.
For today, sit quietly and observe your thoughts passing by. Don’t judge them, don’t hold onto them, don’t push them away. Simply say of each one: 'This thought means nothing.' Do this morning and evening, and you’ll gradually see the space between you and your thoughts grow wider.
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